♥ Monday, September 26, 2005
4:57:00 PM Y
Post title : hApPy???
♥ I don't know if i did the right thing
hApPy???
Times passes by jux lik a lightning, it's too fast that i sometimes can't get hold of it, so i do cherish everyday...in my life, many people left their footsteps....some is deep some not. Todae, we have a photo taking for every graduating classes, no doubt my class too=) everybody left a happy memory todae in a piece of photograph, which i will cherish it, bcos wad is left in future may onli left with this photo to get bk the happy memories we have before. Jux thinking wad will happen 10 years down the road?? Will my friends still remember me??? Wad will i be working as??? Will i mit a guy i lik??? so on and so fro. Wad i hope is 10 years down the road we will have a gathering together, so that i will noe whether my friend is doing fine this few year??? Whether everybody already change...in look, in size hahaz and in the way they think...will they get mature??? Well in here, i going to wish all my friends" GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR "N" LEVEL THIS YEAR AND PASS IT WITH FLYING COLOURS. RE: STRIVE HARD FOR NEXT YEAR TOO =)"
♥ Sunday, September 25, 2005
1:47:00 PM Y
Post title : fOrgIve aNd fOrgEt???
♥ I don't know if i did the right thing
fOrgIve aNd fOrgEt???
Yesterday, i n one of my friend went to the jurong east library to revise, as "N" level examination is round the corner, kekex for more information, we revise --> Biology, Chemistry, Math and English...in the library it is quiet and cold as usual. We sit in the library for about 1 hour and finds it very boring, well who would find interesting sitting in the library for 1 hour studying, i think onli hardworking student will feel tat way. We started to tok about the thing...Irene's thing...my friend was rather concern about me...and ask if Irene and i are going to be friend again. I don noe...I don noe wad to ans...I jux rise my shoulder up and down. This is wad she told me...a golden sentence and i had think about it..." This year can count to be the last year, bcos you don noe whether you ar going to make it for sec 5, if you can't make it ...you will go straight to ITE...so do cherish all the friends you hab..and all the friendship,"...i understand the meaning...i understand..but wad can i do??? In class she sit jux beside me(on my left), when i started to talk to her, she lik scared of me...when my friend(on my right) ask me to join their table and sit with them...Sometimes i move, sometimes no...The reason for me not to move is...rather simple. There are 3 reason:
1. i was rather lazy to move here and there, as i m always sleepy when i m in class (i oso don noe why)
2. wad would a tcher think or see when she saw four tables at a straight row and one table beside? She will sure be angry as we change the place without asking.
3. to sit with her...while i muz admit i m rather a soft-hearted person. I don really hold the hatred for so long...the longest is 2 day. I don noe why..maybe i m stupid ba.
Saddest thing in my life...why so mani misfortunate thing happen to me this year...why all happen in this one year time...can anyone tell me??? It happen so fast tat i myself cant react and do something accordingly...When i did not move to join the table...i somehow can feel one of my friend is rather unhappy...maybe i m too sensitive. See tis is wad happen...so i don dare to ask for the friendship bk..
My parent hab a very bad impression on Irene, mainly bcos she hurts me alot. Well, which parent wouldn't feel tat way when their children is bully by anyone. Lik wad i sae in the previous blog...thanks the person who hurt you, bcos she let you learn to be strong....so shld i forgive her, forget all the mistakes, forgiv all the thing she had hurt me??? Wad shld i do???
♥ Wednesday, September 21, 2005
1:31:00 PM Y
Post title : sAdDeSt tHiNg iN mY liFe
♥ I don't know if i did the right thing
sAdDeSt tHiNg iN mY liFe
While todae i hab sore eyes, so my dad call the skool and hence i hab to rest at hme...but the problem is not onli resting but hab to take care of the "little angel" at hme, which is such a pain. While i hab no choice 'cos my mum is going for check up in the afternoon. A lot of thingy happen tis year, lot that it is hard to state out. Well hahax for the sake of the reader i will state out wad interesting thingy actually happen tis year.
In the one week march holiday, my pri skool friend and i hab organise an old friend gathering, which is quite interesting, while i m happy too. Everybody hab change, in look, in size, in the way they think things. But the saddest thing abt the gathering was...i m not quite happy that dae, while the matters does not lies on the gathering itself but lies on wad happen the day before the gathering. One of my friend, noe a guy and somehow, i m very protective to my friend, i don allow anybody to bully my friend, wad shld i sae abt tis?? Stupid??? or Loyal?? But now to me, i finally noe some friend you can be loyal to but some not. They will not be grateful on wad you hab done. So no use. This guy harassed my friend, and at that point of time, i hab a negative impression on tis guy, while i shld sae this is natural, who wouldn't? That night before the day of the gathering, that guy called my handphone, and my fone was low batt and low reception, that guy can't heard wad i sae in the beginning so i sae it louder. Who don noe tat when a person raise her voice will some sort lik impolite or rude. But at tat point of time, i m not thinking tat way...saying louder is bcos low reception...he can't hear me. The guy misunderstood me and actually hab a some unhappiness in the tok. My friend was in the fone too( We hab a conference) ...at first i don noe, but after i heard my friend voice i was actually feeling safe and ease. The guy was unhappy bcos i rise my voice( which i wouldn't want to) After my friend left the fone(bcos she very scare i and tat guy would quarrel, wad a "good" friend she is) den left me and tat guy in the fone...That guy threaten me, after my frien left the fone...wad is this ??? Oh man, i was angry, i tried to forgive and forget, but i couldn't...bcos...suddenly i feel lik i was being betrayed...she told the stranger...my name...which shows that she does not respect me...and this guy is frm a triad in Singapore...but however i hab forgave her, and we become good friend again =D which i was happy at that time...yes at that time onli.
Many thing start to happen...This month and last month...this gal betrayed me again...she used my name to msg a guy in the same class as me and her...wad is she trying to do...i don noe. At first, my rest of my friends conclude is she who did it, but she denied and say is she "God Sis" who did it...how stupid i m to trust her...mayb bcos at tat point of time, i still treat her as my very best frind ba. After we found out the whole thingy was a lie...There is no "God Sis and God Bro" in this world which she normally sae... The guy she say he lik her lik hell, is onli jux normal friend...guess wad she sae..." you noe it is a lied alreadi still ask." wad the hell is she toking...does she noe??? I was very disappointed on her. Remember tat time, i noe a guy in the friendster, wan to mit me. In the first place i don mit online guy at all, so i alreadi rejected him. But i tested my friend...i noe is my wrong to do tat, but onli tis will test which is good friend, which is bad friend...While by the way wad is the different between tat...i will ans the qns. If she is your good friend she would sae" Don mit outside guy, you don noe wad the negative thinking the guy hab", if she is a bad friend, she would sae" Mit lo, or you wan me to accompany you." And guess wad this gal actually sae the second option. Oh man i cannot believed it. While she sae some sort lik tat. But the meaning is the same" mit lo" ...haiz. After this whole incident(i mean she use my name) , she act lik ntg happen...actually i wan to forgive and forget..but shld i?? She is a bad friend, don she?? Den shld i be her friend again??? Rene, disappointed on you ...totally...you don hab the heart to feel guilty after wad you did...i m disappointed...after tis incident not onli you got hurt, mani ppl hurt too...bcos there r alot of thingy happen too...not onli me, she betrayed other friend of mine...Which is once her friend too....haix
♥ Monday, September 19, 2005
12:42:00 PM Y
Post title : bE tHanKfuL
♥ I don't know if i did the right thing
bE tHanKfuL
Thanks the person who Hurt you, because she let you learn to be Strong.
Thanks the person who Lied to you, because she let you learn to be Careful.
Thanks the person who Make fun of you, because she let you learn to be Patience.
Thanks the person who Cares for you, because she let you learn to be Grateful.
♥ Friday, September 16, 2005
1:18:00 PM Y
Post title : tHe tWo RoaDs
♥ I don't know if i did the right thing
tHe tWo RoaDs
There was a path
Deep in the woods.
Once it forked-
The bad, the good.
I chose to take
The left-hand path,
I did not know
I had no map.
Now this road that I travel
Is dirty and battered.
It is littered with dreams
That are broken and tattered.
Paved with wrongdoings
And dotted with hearts
That were taken from people
And just torn apart.
Pain and regret
Are common here.
Wherever you turn,
They r always near.
I want to cross
To the other path, and leave behind
This painful wrath.
I thought I was forever
Doomed to walk.
And all the gates
Were tightly locked.
But as I continued,
A footbridge I could see.
A bridge of Hope
Called out to me.
Slowly I crossed
To the path of good
Finally I was on the path
Of which I thought I
Should.
Now hidden deep
Within the woods.
The one that forked;
Paths bad and good.
I once was wrong,
But now I'm right.
And before me
Glows a guiding light.
Altered by
A little step
So close to falling
In darkened depths.
But I was finally
Pulled to hope.
I found that footbridge,
And learned to cope.
My simple mistake
Following the crowd
Ignoring the heart
That speaks so loud.
That choices you make
Can change your life.
One will bring happiness,
The other brings strife.
Following the crowd,
Won't lead you to right.
If you follow your heart,
You'll be guided by light.
There was a path,
Deep in the woods.
Once it forked-
The bad, the good.
Heed my warning,
Because I know.
Follow your heart-
You know where to go.
♥ Wednesday, September 14, 2005
1:54:00 PM Y
Post title : aBiLiTy
♥ I don't know if i did the right thing
aBiLiTy
Ability is to look at a blank page, and create a poem. Ability is to stare into eyes of fear, and come out stronger because of it.
Ability is to walk into a room of strangers, and come out with friends.
Ability is to admit you are wrong, when you are wrong.
Ability is to get back up, when you fall down.
Ability is to believe, when everything seems lost.
Ability- a simple word, with a complex meaning. For many, ability is never found, but for all ability is within. Ability stares everyone in the face at one time or another. Whether your ability is how well you shoot hoops, how well you flip at dancing, how smart you are at school. You have ability. For some, ability is lost by never trying. Whether never trying to shoot one more time, never trying to bend a little more, or never trying to score higher in school. Ability is within. Ability is yours.
