♥ Friday, March 24, 2006


5:14:00 PM Y


Post title : hUrTx

♥ I don't know if i did the right thing

hUrTx
Oh man~! lolx sooo long nv update my blog...cos nth to update...as...everyday, my life is so normal and boring!!! I hurt my back last time when i was playing hockey. I have never, ever expect the old injury to be back again =.=!!! ytd, i didn't go to school, bcos i had a great headache...and i had a headache bcos of my backbone....it hurt again..I almost quarrel wif my dad abt not going to school. I told him my head really hurts, but he say I was trying to pon...if don wan to study jux say...wa kaox, can you imagine...i m hurt for my parent not believing i m really suffering from this BAKA INJURY and HEADACHE!!! I had enuff of it!!! Then..today P.E...we gals had to run 3 rounds within 10 minutes...and I tried hard on 1st two round..cos I know my pain will get back soon at 3rd round...alwaes like tat =.= whenever there is running..my shoulder hurt...then so accurate..my shoulder starts to hurt during last round..but in order not to round one more round...i splint like hell and finally i managed to pass...phew~
Tired..tired tired..today is the most tiring and hurting day...i slp and slp and slp..lolx cannot tahan liaox la..
haix~ I found myself wasting my tears on the those sad story I read. But I can't help it..too sad le. Recently I read a book title:"A Rose For Melinda" written by : Lurlene McDaniel. It's a story on this two little kid, a boi and a gal. They noe each other since 1st grade of school and became best friend and ended up becomin a lover. This poor little gal got leukemia since she was 13...but she is a strong gal and she went through a year to fight leukemia..finally there is hope for cancer free..but few month later...the disease is back..and they hab to transfer bone marrow for her..poor girl..she suffered a lot..in the end..guess wad happen to the girl? She's dead...OH MAN !!! I cried like hell. What kind of BAD ending is this sia...At 1st i tot, she would be cancer free..who noes the disease back again...but...it's the best story I ever read..in diary form and not paragraph form..so, won't be soo boring.
No Pain No Gain..this is what she said as she go for chemo and all those suffering and painful stuff...she is a brave gal.
When she is dead...her mum found a letter for her and her husband..and part of it on what she said is true...it goes like this:" Cancer isn't the worst thing that can happen to a person. And neither is dying young. Taking life for granted, living badly-these things seem far worse to me. In many ways-ways that count-I'm the luckiest gal in the world.
The things I've learned from having cancer
by melinda skye
1. Be GLAD for every new day
2. It's okie to cry
3. It's okie to feel sorry for yourself (but not too sorry)
4. Good friends are good medicine
5. Love is the best medicine of all "
and this is the summary of the book...='(




♥ Friday, March 10, 2006


6:50:00 PM Y


Post title : bEinG rEaL

♥ I don't know if i did the right thing

bEinG rEaL
I knew something tat is very interesting. Know wad? kkx i will tell u ^^ , look at the sentence below and u will noe wad.
"Friends who said they understand mi, don really understand mi. Friends who said they don understand mi, they actually understand mi the best!"
The first time I look at this sentence, I was wondering wad this sentence is trying to tell. And I keep thinking and thinking, but it is no use. Until one day, I experience something tat make mi understand this sentence. And the experience I had was a painful one, but in the end I learnt some lesson thru it. So nvm ^^.
Sometimes, u really nid to hab an "experience" to make u noe wad is Life abt. Wad kind of "experience"? Sometimes a sad experience, you can learn alot thru it. Example: A breaking relationship. You can learn alot frm it...not by how to become beta so he/she will love you back, cos relationship is hard to get bak, even if the relationship gets back to normal, the feeling may not be the same. Wad u can learn is how to be independent without him/her, how to enjoy the loneliness.
Here is another sentence:"Being nice, people don respect u, they suspect u."
lolx wad crap is this, you may think it this way. Or maybe u may think it is a broken english..but this is a sentence I saw in one of the book I read , "Don Be Nice. Be Real", an interesting title tat attract my attention. Inside the book I found this sentence. Wad does this mean? Do anyone noes? Yep I noe wad it means, and of cos I experience it again, lolx. Sometimes you are nice cos you scare someone don like u. But did u ever think...even if you are nice and a lot of people like you..do you think tis is the real you, are you happy abt it?
So sometimes, my friend, Pristal will say " Being ignorance is beta" cos wad for? Being nice to others end up suffering ourselves, hey not worth it. WE LIVE FOR OURSELVES NOT OTHERS! ^^




♥ Friday, March 03, 2006


7:48:00 PM Y


Post title : bLuRR

♥ I don't know if i did the right thing

bLuRR
wA..lolx hmmx wad happen yesterday and today? Let c...o.O
2/3/06 (thursday)
Today was a blurr day for mi...noe why? Lolx bcos firstly, during P.E we hab a captain ball match, den wen I managed to snatch the ball from the opponent I pass back to the opponent...den everybody stunt -.-!! yuppx, den the whole world was like suddenly stop turning..after I managed to return my conscious, my tcher, who help the opponent said "thank you" to mi ma..den I was totally very awkward sia, den keep saying sry to my friend..lolx...
After tat, is art lesson, one of my friend drew a dinosaur, and wen I look at it, I noe it is a dinosaur but don noe wad happen, I said it was a dragon -.-!! den she said I blurr queen =.=
lolx thirdly is during math lesson, wen tcher wan to lend a ruler from mi, I took a eraser for him instead =.= don noe, wad happen to mi..lolx mistook it as a ruler, wen I noe wad I wan to take is a RULER. Den my friend keep mocking at mi, saying "now I realise tat ur eraser is ur ruler, ur ruler is ur eraser" -.-!! crappy friend.
Lastly, after skool is chem xtra lesson, we were doing the practical, suppose to put lead(II) into the mixture, which the book say so, don noe why I ask tcher where is the iodide =.= den tcher told mi is add lead(II), cos suspect tat the mixture is an iodide .... -.-!! man....lolx wad hell is with mi today!?

3/3/06(Friday)
Today is the registration of "O" level..>.< = man..is $327..lolx ,
Den some unhappiness during english lesson.
After tat is focus test..hab to do 2 structured essay qns in 45MINUTES...lolx I tot I not able to finsh it in time..but in the end, I even hab enuff time to finish drawing an animation in my foolscap. lolx..=x