♥ Thursday, June 15, 2006
8:24:00 PM Y
Post title : LUCKY YR
♥ I don't know if i did the right thing
LUCKY YR
ARGH~~!!!!!!! WAD HAPPEN TISS YR Zzzzzzzzz........tiss yr mii soooooo LUCKY yr siax.....zzzz sianx...1st is MY FIRST TIME TIO FOOD POISONING..............NOW IS MY SCHOOL BAG LOST IN JP!!!!! Wa kao...y so suay de.....inside contain...library book...mp3 player...my hse key ( which i don noe...until i reach hme..no key to open door..den i realise...my key is in the bag....) SIANX HALF...y the ah peh like my bag soooo much arh -.- ...lost in Macdonald...
firstly...i don feel sadx...but..no feeling...still can crap joke..and my friend tot i too stressed...until become insane...ehx...i don even cry...no tears...no drop of tears come out from my eyes...omg..lolx diaox...i really become tearless person...ever since the incident tat happen 3 yrs ago.....lolx but to mii...at tat point of time..i think...instead of crying..there is mani things to do..instead of wasting my time crying..den i try to look for tat uncle which my friend said..she saw him standing behind mii..so i suspect is he hu stole it!!! Den i look for the uncle she describe...i look for security...i go customer service...i call police...ended up nth was found...my dad called mii and ask mii go hme..he said..it is hard to find back..even if it was found...my mp3 player is gone....Zzz T_T nvm nvm....uu noe...i was as calm as i tot...and tat surprises mii...if ii m not calm...i would be ended up crying le -.-
When i went back hme....my mum gib mii black face..as if i wan to lost my bag....den my grandma ask my father to beat mii -.- wa kaox....wtf is tiss....zzz den my mum said...for sure....my other relative will noe tiss incident..in few weeks time..cos my grandma..-.-
♥ Saturday, June 10, 2006
2:30:00 PM Y
Post title : argh T_T pathetic
♥ I don't know if i did the right thing
argh T_T pathetic
todae...is the most terrible and tiring dae to mii...I suddenly woke up at 3pm tiss morning...and started to vomit and stomachache...zzz food poisoning...and it onli stop when i see doctor and got 2 injection -.- on my butt...ouchx...painx nehx..zzz I very scared of injection...since i was a little gal...bcos...i got more injection den a normal child -.- noe y...lolx bcos of tat stupid doctor..sae my heartx got prob..lolx den 1 week at least 1 to 2 injection..T_T now still painx lehx...zzz but feeling beta..zzz i totally restless...and weak bcos i don hab a good slp! And doctor sae...got virus invaded my body...tat's y...somemore i got high fever...lolx dam..mii so lucky ehx...1st time tio food poisoning. Anw thx to those relatives and my family tat care sooo muchx for mii...my grandma..she help mii apply axe oil...to feel beta..so touching >.< uu noe...lolx the most interesting thing ish..at 1st i wan to go see a doc at 800+ block..den ya la..the doctor may come late...my stomah start to ache badly..and i almost faint..no choice..my dad bring mii to gek poh clinic on the second floor de..zzz tired...and painful..wan to sleep, but tat aching make mii..buay tahan..den got 2 injection from doctor..and he said...if still not okie tiss 2 days..come back and i hab to get dropping of glucose..cos i totally lack of nutrients now! Sianx...now my breakfast...lunch...and dinner...hab to eat plain porridge..zzz wif onli soya sauce! Eek...zzz no oily food for mi, spicy food is out of my food catergory...zzz sianx...
♥ Wednesday, June 07, 2006
11:08:00 AM Y
Post title : FrienDs?
♥ I don't know if i did the right thing
FrienDs?
What is friends for? Is friends really tat impt? I noe, sometimes it is hard for uu to ask ur friend to be somebody perfect, tat can care for uu when uu r troubled, sadx, angry...they arent god, human r sooo imperfect...uu cant categories ur friend in catergory for tiss will make them not whom they r, they will leave uu when times goes...I m sadx, angry or wadeva...vexed...tiss few dae...i really wish i don noe any of the friend i noe nowadays...alone is beta, i m used to be alone anyway...friend suddenly become a burden to mii...not showing how they care...when i m sadx or vexed...is beta to not hab...cos tiss show how good my friends is ehx? It disappoint mii. Yea...mani times my friends told mii " uu r now quite sociable at least beta den ii 1st noe uu when uu seems to lock urself in ur own world." lolx...yea...i m sociable to some extent..sociable to friend i noe..i m still locking myself in the cage, does any of them noe? I always feel tat maybe i will be beta last time, don nid to trouble for others, my own troubled, i will solve it myself and not depend on friends. Sometimes when we hab friends, we start to be very dependent on friends! And tat doesnt make mii grow for i use to be independent on my own last time! Suddenly nid friend to accompany everywhere i go...i become a person i don recognised. tat's not mii! I m not like tiss last time =/nvm...zzz nth to do...jux writing out my feelings...
♥ Saturday, June 03, 2006
5:41:00 PM Y
Post title : ARHHH
♥ I don't know if i did the right thing
ARHHH
AHHHHHH~~~~~ MAN i will die of high blood pressure or heart attack, or even blood vessels burst...GRRRR...zzz i m so angry...A BAD COMMUNICATION WIF THE ELDERS!!!! Kaox, wtf think i wan mehx, i already tried my best to tolerate le lor..nt i don care her, is i care her in different way..den ya la, tell all my others relative i don care her one..wakao, kill mi! IF not i gg to die of heart attack! BEI QI SI!!!
♥ Friday, June 02, 2006
2:42:00 PM Y
Post title : RelieVed i TinK
♥ I don't know if i did the right thing
RelieVed i TinK
Today is the most tiring dae to mii..lolxFirstly, my grandma come to my hse and stay ^^ YAY lolx she slp wif mii, my sis slp master room...lolx ytd was a happi nitex, i tok to my grandma..lolx thou there was some communication prob, cos i don noe how to speak her language, while or shld i sae, i can speak but don speak well =/ kkx, i love my grandma lots and lots ^^ both of my grandma rox ehx lolx YES THEY ROX!!! Today so tired and headache..actually i don wan to go for today lesson..it had been continually 1 week...go to skool at 8.30am...the earliest to go hme is 12.30..lolx haix somemore today 8 ppl nv come so good ~.~I quitted maple..but i don feel sadx..rather den sadx, i feel quite relieved xD yepx..maybe maple is jux a burden to mii. Making friends in a game..well I can say is fun..but ar those friend nice ppl? I find hard to ans =x kkx, to wad i experience..those friend in maple..particularly some..I would feel so sadx =/ to make friend wif them..mainly is bcos scared and sadx due to some thing they express or sae bahx =/ I m a anti social person but to friend i made wif in maple..they don believe cos i crap too much? lolx but really..maybe bcos is behind the screen, i don noe u, u don noe mii, tat's y i feel safe to sae everything tat comes in my mind, my feeling and all...but they are still friend which i made behind the computer screen. on9 friend cant possible stay forever friends..bcos you don really noe wad kind of person he is..maybe you noe him in games or internet for 2 yrs..but do u really noe wad kind of person he is in tiss 2 yrs time? The ans is NO. To get to noe a person is a very difficult tasks, even if u had a friend in real life..it took at least decade to understand each other beta..wad's more an internet friends when you and him is onli communicating thru games or maybe sms... Sms can be a tool for friendship but when it makes you believe you are falling for a person you do not see face to face it becomes dangerous. Words can be so misleading. What is his character like? Is he a caring person..these are important factors you need to noe..but none of tiss qns can be explored via sms, don they?Beta den troubled by all tiss stupid thingy...i wish to hab peace..and tat's y i decided to quit maple and sell my acc to others. Y muz sell? Bcos the pass few months..i had been saying i wan to quit and ended up training from 70-96 lvl -.- lolx if i were to sell, tat buyer change password, i cant log in, and yahoo! NO more games for mii. My life is happier ^^
