♥ Saturday, October 29, 2005


5:39:00 PM Y


Post title : sToriEs

♥ I don't know if i did the right thing

I hab read chicken soup soul for teenage..and i found a lot of touching stories...it gib me a inspiration to life...There is story on the motherly's love, BGR, obstacles and the reason of living in this world. Mani mani logic hahax and sometimes when i read a touching stories..funny thing is i actually found myself crying over that particular stories...i think i m jux too emotional le. Ya, i think it is true on each stories bahx...this make me feel that actually i shld be happy on such a happy family i hab..bcos out there in the world..people lost their parents..due to some illness...and they actually appreciate it after they lose it..One of the interesting stories i hab read is a stories on a moth. Yup, it's some kind like a fairytale...when i told my family abt it(actually every weekend, my family and i will sit down in a circle to communicate wif each other) they say it is silly to believe it is true..but i still believe in this stories although that may make myself looks nerd or naive..hahax yup stories somehow goes like this...let me recall...: Moth was once the most beautiful insects in the insect kingdom...they are much more beautiful than the butterfly....One day, there was an angel crying..bcos of the cloud that is blocking the view of the angel to look at the beautiful world..and hence the tears of the angel hab fell down to earth as rain..children was sad bcos they can't go out to play as it is raining..sweet little moth hates to see everyone sad...in order to let the angel smiles, the moth had suggested to create a rainbow in the sky...so one of the small little moth fly to the queen of the butterfly to ask for help. The butterflies were too vain and selfish to give up any of their colours for either the people or the angels. So the moths decided to try to make the rainbow themselves. They beat their wings very hard and the powder on them formed little clouds that the wings smoothed over like glass. Unfortunately, the rainbow wasn't big enough so the moth kept giving a little more of their colours and a little more. Finally the rainbow was stretched all the way across the sky. They had given away all theirs colours except brown which doesn't fit into the rainbow. Now the colourful moths were plain brown. The angels up there in the heaven saw the rainbow and become joyous. They smiled, and the warmth of their smiles shone down the earth as sunshines. The warm sunshine made the people on earth happy, and they smiled too. Now everytime it rains ,the baby moths, who still hav their colours, spread them across the sky to formed a colourful rainbow...Its is a touching stories..hahax aniway there ar more stories in it...actually it is fun to read stories that you appreciate...really.
Quote: Underneath the gray, is every colour of the rainbow

♥ Friday, October 28, 2005


4:06:00 PM Y


Post title : GraduAtion

♥ I don't know if i did the right thing

kekex today hab to go bk to skool..for the graduation ceremony...Zzz but it seems like a funeral ceremony to me!!! The atmosphere was sadx..but the technical student behind trying to make funny sound...although noisy but it make the atmosphere beta...kekex thx to the technical student...every level..there will be representative of students and tcher to give a speech...hearts tearing..tears rolling speech...I don noe whether m i going to make it for sec 5...haix...sadx again..The band performance is tremedous excellent..the internatonal dance performance is funny..hahax jux thinking of the dance step make me roll on the floor laughing like hell...kekex The choir...hmmmx okie lo...not tat bad.
After the graduation ceremony, Corina and i went to JE library..kekex well anyway, Corina treat me Sundae..hahax actually the whole things goes like this: When i was still working in the factory, i once told Corina i going to compete wif the auntie(who like to do the traybox fast fast, like to see the whole table flooded with traybox... "a evil auntie") if i m able to finish all the traybox tat is flooded and not let the traybox flood the table, she is going to treat me Sundae..kekex and guess wad??? Of course i had made it ^^\/ yea! kekex..ya so she treat me chocolate sundae. Yep and we went to the library..borrow a few books and we left...Den we went to the ARIES shop...hahax well, i bought a small hair clip 4 for $1 ma..cheap cheap so buy lo. Kekex den in the MRT i was almost asleep..bcos wad Corina told me..i did not hear anything in..jux nodding my head..hey very tired one lehx..so lo..Gomen nasai(sorry) corina =P kekex..well tat's the end of todae..i going to leave every msg for my friends here! Well mainly i hab 7 friends...and they represent each colour of the rainbow and bcos of them there is white lights that is ME!!
Red: Lishing
Orange: Yan Ling
Yellow: Irene
Green: Soo Yah
Blue: Corina
Indigo: Sherry
Violet: Tiffany
Bcos of them...It makes me whole! Well hahax each colour represent a meaning into it..not going to tell all of you =P hehex...
Fav.Quote: You hab 2 be urself. Be honest abt who and wad u r. And if ppl still like you, that's fine. If they don't like you, that's their problem..bcos you live for urself not others!

♥ Thursday, October 27, 2005


5:49:00 PM Y


Post title : LIfe iS fUll oF mYsterY

♥ I don't know if i did the right thing

Today suddenly think of the topic one of my classmate has been toking abt...regarding tcher do not encourage teenage to fall in love..kekex quite funny la..why teenage can't fall in love when we teenage are oso human and hab feelings too...maybe they think we still young and can't handle this "dangerous" word called LOVE bahx...kekex..well finally not working..still finding la.. Now at hme very sianx lehx...Zzz so i went bk for a slp..quite tired..whole body was weak..bcos ytd work OT so i slp at 12 noon..hahax wad a great present "little angel" hab given me...he gave me a pool of urine on my bed...bcos..he was sleeping on the "rocka my babe" den he urine down the matterest i was sleeping...Zzz eeek wet wet the..kekex..Zzz now finally i m awake. Jux thinking wad m i gonna be in the future...hmmx a tcher?? A scientist??? Or a novelist??? A cartoon director??? Or wad?? I like to draw anime..i like to write novel..maybe this two i m gonna treat it as interest bahx..but no matter how..i shld find a proper job..so wad shld i be??? kekex..well well my path to future will never be short nor it will be long..future is when you hab decide it...I hope i could be a... ... ...Nursery tcher hahax although i may not be tat patience...oh ya..maybe a female police women..i mean those who can run abt in Singapore to catch baddies! Not those sitting in the office..bcos i like to jump, run and walk abt..kekex..so wad ar my friends gonna be??? Kekex write until here le! Take care my friends! Bright future is awaiting for all of u!!!

♥ Wednesday, October 26, 2005


9:40:00 AM Y


Post title : HapPiNesS wIlL nB eND

♥ I don't know if i did the right thing

Kekex finally is the last day of work...my feeling is over high, damned crazy...lolx...My hand is aching todae...so i hab planned not to work OT...but the supervisior don allowed...kekex today the auntie say will miss me...good bye...actually i oso don wan to quit..but due to some reason.....no choice..sobx sobx i will miss them too...
Time passes by jux like snail gliding in the factory everytime i work there..but today different...it seems like the time passes like lighting...i dislike the feeling of separation...sadx.. Today hahax a lot of funny thingy happen again. I oso don noe why...it is the second time i feel so happy...so comfortable...so happy. First happiness is with my family...the gathering of five of us...eating turkey in the christmas eve..silent night...hahax..The second happiness is in the factory today....The auntie said this..don look at guys, if not cannot work..hahax wad rubbish..since when i like to look at guys sooo much..kekex. Got one auntie there tot i was 20 yrs old...sobx sobx i soo old mehx?? no bahx..kekex. Today onli Yan ting, Alicia and me Ot...Corina and Sherry did not so when it is time to go hme abt 7.30 i hab to take bus alone..kekex well for more info..outside the factory it is damned dark when the time reaches 7.30pm..Zzz scary..kekex..i called my mum and my mum ask me not to work OT but i told her no choice the supervisior forced me..and she already submitted my name for working OT =.=" sad..haix den she said nbmind..she ask dad to come and fetch me...kekex safe at last. She reminded me not to go hme alone..kekex a caring mummy kekex love her and daddy so much...muackx..kekex...Zzz Today when it is lunch break..i was quite sianx so i msg a guy..i noe him quite long bahx..but bcos due to working, long time nb sms him le..so ask him how he is doing...although he say he is fine and okie but i jux feel tat he maybe too tired to say..maybe a lot of thingy happen bahx...hahax well well...if he wan to say he will say..if not..den beta to keep silence, no point forcing rite? Oh ya hahax today hab to really thanks the fat auntie..ooops i mean eh..cute auntie..kekex..bcos at tat time the table was flooded wif boxes..so she come and help me insert the partition into the traybox..kekex when i was taking the partition and almost landing it onto the table..my hand muscle cramped again(old injury..last time play hockey ma..hahax by the way, my friends don believe i m the captain in the girls hockey team) ...den the 5 partition was like all cramble onto auntie and one of the partition hit the auntie forehead..sobx sobx not purposely one...by the way this thing happen during OT...see la..say i hand pain still ask me OT, now one auntie suffer..SORRY worx auntie..but at that time..i was laughing like hell...i oso don noe why..but i noe is very bad..she say nbmind...i told her if at night suddenly feel like vomiting or wad mux see doctor den she say not so serious la..hahax i say in case ma. Hope she is fine..God bless her! Thanky auntie...kekex..Today the apple auntie nb come so not as fun as it shld be..kekex aniway tk care all the auntie! Kekex kk jux hope all my friends is doing fine and take care!!! HoPe aLl mY fRiEndS hApPinEsS wIlL nB eNd =) hApPy aLwAys

♥ Tuesday, October 25, 2005


7:14:00 PM Y


Post title : kEkeX

♥ I don't know if i did the right thing

Yup noe new friends again..2 gals 2 boy. The boi got one like the taiwan artist nehx...the yan xing su...lolx..i don hab a good memory to rem name..so i ask if there is a easier way to rem...he said this: call me yoyo. Lolx den his friend don noe called wad ah yong de...ahhh headache man..lolx.. n another 2 gals...one call alicia one call may..hehex i gott this two gal fone nos..they very pretty...who wan to noe them find me...lolx kidding nia..don come pester me hor! Yeah todae don nid to work OT(overtime) ...lolx shiok sia. Hmmmx i think it is the end of todae! Tk care my friends! Smile always and Gd nite!!!

♥ Monday, October 24, 2005


7:24:00 PM Y


Post title : mAkiNg fRieNds

♥ I don't know if i did the right thing

The job is quite tiring..hahax but jux feel happy when i was working as i hab noe new friends although i do not actually can say to noe them as friend bahx =P don noe wad i m toking abt...heex. Altogether i noe 6 friends heex...Firstly is Mei Feng and Yan Ting...they are actually Corina and Lishing friends...they noe each other earlier than me. Secondly is the 4 guy. Kekex ya i onli noe 3 guys name: Wei Qi, Jun Ming and Jun Hao...and another tall tall guy...don noe wad is his name =P
Weiqi is a tall tall guy...who learn japanese sword nehx...lolx how i noe this??? Bcos he bring his sword to work as he hab training after working. Cool ya? Sometimes maybe i too "open"( i mean i tok to him lik he is already my friend. Which some gals may think it is quite open as he is still not my friends and gals shld be more shy a bit...lolx i don noe why...i usually treat guys as my "buddy") maybe lik this make him feel strange bahx... =P
Den here comes Jun Ming...he ah...hmmmx don noe lehx..he say me rough den i say him sissy..lolx quite funny one la..but can't believe he hab the same interest as me. Lik to draw anime...and maybe like to watch naruto bahx....Heex he lik shikamaru but i lik naruto lolx full of fighting spirit...heex. When Corina told me he play volleyball...i can't believe sia...haix...hahax...Sometimes i gave him attitude lolx..he might think i hab attitude problem but wad i can mainly say is...guy is jux a trouble....one of my friend lik this guy den ya la...bcos i work the same work as him den say i lik him...oh man...Zzz i work wif him bcos his tall tall friend don noe go where den i help him lo...too mani stuff to tied up ma. Den mux say i lik him lah...friends close to me will noe when the topic we are toking is the interest i lik i will feel wif energetic. Den i usually treat guy as "buddy" one ma..i oso don noe why i don hab feeling for guys but take note i m not homosexual! I ask my aunt...they say i m too young to hab that feeling..lolx maybe bahx...I dislike being the main character in the gossip...i hab been the main female character since pri 5...i can't tolerate being say i lik this guy or that guy lik me when it is not true!
Den here comes Jun Hao...don hab a deep impression on him lehx...maybe bcos he work at the different area as us bahx...
Here comes the tall tall guy..don noe his name...don hab a deep impression on him too.

♥ Sunday, October 23, 2005


9:54:00 AM Y


Post title : aChiNg

♥ I don't know if i did the right thing

♥ Saturday, October 15, 2005


7:09:00 PM Y


Post title : tiReD

♥ I don't know if i did the right thing

♥ Wednesday, October 12, 2005


1:26:00 PM Y


Post title : uNfOrTunAtE

♥ I don't know if i did the right thing

This is the most unfortunate thing happen to me indeed. This matter got to do wif my eyes. In chinese they will say it is "long" but it jux some kind of yellowish liquid...eeek quite disgusting ya? hahax while i m use to it, this thingy always appear near my eyes, which is such a pain. When i m 2yrs old, this thingy appear, and my parent was very worried abt me. So they brought me to a doctor. This doctor....did not tied me up, did not help me inject any medicine...so tat i won't feel painful...he jux use an operation knife and cut away this thingy...and hence it left a scar...bcos i was moving....
This scar sometimes make me dislike the way i m, but i m use to it...so unfortunate, my family is not rich, no money to gave me plastic surgery or wadeva, but i was use to it, no point doing it, is jux a waste of money...maybe tis is my fate ba.
One day, my mum told me...she said end of this year she gonna bring me to hab an operation again! Yes again...i hab an operation when i m primary 4..cost abt $1000 over hahax and some more this operation is done is NUH, but it seem like ntg happen, the scar is still there...even though the doctor drew a very beautiful eyes and told my mum after operation it will be like tat. It is painful...in heart and in physical. While the operation is mainly very painful...but my heart hurts....I don wan my parent to waste this kind of money jux to make me look good...too costly, i am not meant to it. Wad if this operation fails again...wasting the money again???
So i don noe whether m i going to the operation....

♥ Tuesday, October 11, 2005


12:20:00 PM Y


Post title : fRiEnDs fOrEvER

♥ I don't know if i did the right thing

This iS mY fRieNDs aNd wE sWoRe tO bE fRieNdS foReVeR!!!

♥ Monday, October 10, 2005


10:38:00 AM Y


Post title : cHilDreN oF tHe WorLd

♥ I don't know if i did the right thing

Everybody is a children...no matter how old you ar. This is wad i hab be thinking last night. Why i said this is mainly bcos as a youngster, for example me, i m my parent's children, in their eyes, i may still be just a small little gal who need parents to tuck me into bed...no matter how old i m. I will still be a children in my parent's eyes. My grandparents may see the same way, in their eyes, my parent is jux a grown up kids, who needs care, love and concern. And this goes down to generation. Then who is adult? God? Maybe. Bcos some people may believe this: God make us. Without God, no peace, no earth.
We shld learn to be content. This is wad i think: A person's happiness, does not matter on whether you having a lot of money, have a big bungalow, car and so on. Or whether you ar so poor tat you can onli live in 3 room flat. It matter on a person who can be content on wad they are having now? For example: me! I maybe living in 4 room flat. My father may be a taxi driver, my mum may be a women who help others to baby sit. Every month we may be worry about the expensive bill. But i m happy!!! Bcos i learn to be contented. Having a cheerful family is jux good enough for me to strive hard together with my parent. So what we hab to worry every month on the bill, so wad we hab to worry so much abt $$$. We still live happily ever after. Bcos in my family, they looks at the warmth of the family much much more than $$$. Bcos happiness in the family is jux so rare like jewel tat it can't be bought by $$$. I Love My Family!!!

♥ Friday, October 07, 2005


11:38:00 AM Y


Post title : iNtErEsTinG

♥ I don't know if i did the right thing

Yeah neo wad? Today is the last day of skool le...waiting for the math paper two to come...hahax can't wait sia. Today art paper...i tink i m the 1st one to finish the whole art piece in the examination hall ba...i finish at 10am....ya very fast..lolx but noe wad? When my art tcher walk pass me and look at my "wonderful" art piece she smile....don noe is wad kind of smile la. Den i was some kind of akward...=P i was rushing my work...bcos...i was damned sleepy...can't wait to finish and den Zzz...kekex. Ytd i look at my msn inbox...as usual there will be mail send to me...I read a very interesting mail from Danial Tan lolx, a guy in my class...hope to share wif ppl hu look at my blog...the story goes like this:
There once was a little boy who had a bad temper. His Father gave him a bag of nails and told him that every time he lost his temper, he must hammer a nail into the back of the fence. The first day the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next few weeks, as he learned to control his anger, the number of nails hammered daily gradually dwindled down. He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence. Finally the day came when the boy didn't lose his temper at all. He told his father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper and hence the boy was able to tell his father that all the nails were gone. The father took his son by the hand and led him to the fence. He said, "You have done well, my son, but look at the holes in the fence. The fence will never be the same. When you say things in anger, they leave a scar just like this one. You can put a knife in a man and draw it out. It won't matter how many times you say I'm sorry, the wound is still there. " A verbal wound is as bad as a physical one. Friends are very rare jewels, indeed. They make you smile and encourage you to succeed. They lend an ear, they share words of praise and they always want to open their hearts to u. Show your friends how much you care by appreciate the thing they gave and grateful to wad they gave u. Do the same to your friends too.

♥ Thursday, October 06, 2005


8:10:00 PM Y


Post title : grEAt wOrlD

♥ I don't know if i did the right thing

Neo wad? hahax tis year is a difficult year to pass....the road seem to be so unsmooth, but finally i hab reach my destination, i hab succeed to finish walking the difficult path. Today science paper, hahax the chemistry, damned easy...the moment i do from the first page to the last page, my grinned grow wider...but the moment i do the biology, okie la...not as wide as the chemistry...lolx. YEAH!!! Tmr is the last day of school and kambate for my art and math paper two tmr!!!
Re: All the best and Kambate for your coming tournament!!! On the 10/9/05 and 12/9/05...if i m not wrong! Kambate Zhide...lolx.

♥ Wednesday, October 05, 2005


11:31:00 PM Y


Post title : yEaH!!!

♥ I don't know if i did the right thing

kekex my mum is fine today, thank goodness=) now hahax waiting for friday to come,bcos this friday is the last paper!!! And i happy bcos, holiday is round the corner!!! Yeah can work le!!! By the way, kekex good news~!!! I hab forgive Irene, the gal i said in the previous blog!!! Happy ending for this year too!

♥ Monday, October 03, 2005


12:45:00 PM Y


Post title : Lolx

♥ I don't know if i did the right thing

Todae eng "N" level...haix the paper one ,section two, i wrote the wrong format! Oh no why muz the god of the cambridge choose a tricky question?? Trick student lik us who is so hard working( as if) fun mehx....Pray hard to god, i can at LEAST pass the eng....if not you will see me in heaven ...lolx,....haiz muz be too stressful le. lax lax, work hard for tmr geo and math paper!!! Kambate !

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