♥ Sunday, September 25, 2005


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Post title : fOrgIve aNd fOrgEt???

♥ I don't know if i did the right thing

fOrgIve aNd fOrgEt???
Yesterday, i n one of my friend went to the jurong east library to revise, as "N" level examination is round the corner, kekex for more information, we revise --> Biology, Chemistry, Math and English...in the library it is quiet and cold as usual. We sit in the library for about 1 hour and finds it very boring, well who would find interesting sitting in the library for 1 hour studying, i think onli hardworking student will feel tat way. We started to tok about the thing...Irene's thing...my friend was rather concern about me...and ask if Irene and i are going to be friend again. I don noe...I don noe wad to ans...I jux rise my shoulder up and down. This is wad she told me...a golden sentence and i had think about it..." This year can count to be the last year, bcos you don noe whether you ar going to make it for sec 5, if you can't make it ...you will go straight to ITE...so do cherish all the friends you hab..and all the friendship,"...i understand the meaning...i understand..but wad can i do??? In class she sit jux beside me(on my left), when i started to talk to her, she lik scared of me...when my friend(on my right) ask me to join their table and sit with them...Sometimes i move, sometimes no...The reason for me not to move is...rather simple. There are 3 reason:
1. i was rather lazy to move here and there, as i m always sleepy when i m in class (i oso don noe why)
2. wad would a tcher think or see when she saw four tables at a straight row and one table beside? She will sure be angry as we change the place without asking.
3. to sit with her...while i muz admit i m rather a soft-hearted person. I don really hold the hatred for so long...the longest is 2 day. I don noe why..maybe i m stupid ba.
Saddest thing in my life...why so mani misfortunate thing happen to me this year...why all happen in this one year time...can anyone tell me??? It happen so fast tat i myself cant react and do something accordingly...When i did not move to join the table...i somehow can feel one of my friend is rather unhappy...maybe i m too sensitive. See tis is wad happen...so i don dare to ask for the friendship bk..
My parent hab a very bad impression on Irene, mainly bcos she hurts me alot. Well, which parent wouldn't feel tat way when their children is bully by anyone. Lik wad i sae in the previous blog...thanks the person who hurt you, bcos she let you learn to be strong....so shld i forgive her, forget all the mistakes, forgiv all the thing she had hurt me??? Wad shld i do???