♥ Wednesday, September 21, 2005


1:31:00 PM Y


Post title : sAdDeSt tHiNg iN mY liFe

♥ I don't know if i did the right thing

sAdDeSt tHiNg iN mY liFe
While todae i hab sore eyes, so my dad call the skool and hence i hab to rest at hme...but the problem is not onli resting but hab to take care of the "little angel" at hme, which is such a pain. While i hab no choice 'cos my mum is going for check up in the afternoon. A lot of thingy happen tis year, lot that it is hard to state out. Well hahax for the sake of the reader i will state out wad interesting thingy actually happen tis year.
In the one week march holiday, my pri skool friend and i hab organise an old friend gathering, which is quite interesting, while i m happy too. Everybody hab change, in look, in size, in the way they think things. But the saddest thing abt the gathering was...i m not quite happy that dae, while the matters does not lies on the gathering itself but lies on wad happen the day before the gathering. One of my friend, noe a guy and somehow, i m very protective to my friend, i don allow anybody to bully my friend, wad shld i sae abt tis?? Stupid??? or Loyal?? But now to me, i finally noe some friend you can be loyal to but some not. They will not be grateful on wad you hab done. So no use. This guy harassed my friend, and at that point of time, i hab a negative impression on tis guy, while i shld sae this is natural, who wouldn't? That night before the day of the gathering, that guy called my handphone, and my fone was low batt and low reception, that guy can't heard wad i sae in the beginning so i sae it louder. Who don noe tat when a person raise her voice will some sort lik impolite or rude. But at tat point of time, i m not thinking tat way...saying louder is bcos low reception...he can't hear me. The guy misunderstood me and actually hab a some unhappiness in the tok. My friend was in the fone too( We hab a conference) ...at first i don noe, but after i heard my friend voice i was actually feeling safe and ease. The guy was unhappy bcos i rise my voice( which i wouldn't want to) After my friend left the fone(bcos she very scare i and tat guy would quarrel, wad a "good" friend she is) den left me and tat guy in the fone...That guy threaten me, after my frien left the fone...wad is this ??? Oh man, i was angry, i tried to forgive and forget, but i couldn't...bcos...suddenly i feel lik i was being betrayed...she told the stranger...my name...which shows that she does not respect me...and this guy is frm a triad in Singapore...but however i hab forgave her, and we become good friend again =D which i was happy at that time...yes at that time onli.
Many thing start to happen...This month and last month...this gal betrayed me again...she used my name to msg a guy in the same class as me and her...wad is she trying to do...i don noe. At first, my rest of my friends conclude is she who did it, but she denied and say is she "God Sis" who did it...how stupid i m to trust her...mayb bcos at tat point of time, i still treat her as my very best frind ba. After we found out the whole thingy was a lie...There is no "God Sis and God Bro" in this world which she normally sae... The guy she say he lik her lik hell, is onli jux normal friend...guess wad she sae..." you noe it is a lied alreadi still ask." wad the hell is she toking...does she noe??? I was very disappointed on her. Remember tat time, i noe a guy in the friendster, wan to mit me. In the first place i don mit online guy at all, so i alreadi rejected him. But i tested my friend...i noe is my wrong to do tat, but onli tis will test which is good friend, which is bad friend...While by the way wad is the different between tat...i will ans the qns. If she is your good friend she would sae" Don mit outside guy, you don noe wad the negative thinking the guy hab", if she is a bad friend, she would sae" Mit lo, or you wan me to accompany you." And guess wad this gal actually sae the second option. Oh man i cannot believed it. While she sae some sort lik tat. But the meaning is the same" mit lo" ...haiz. After this whole incident(i mean she use my name) , she act lik ntg happen...actually i wan to forgive and forget..but shld i?? She is a bad friend, don she?? Den shld i be her friend again??? Rene, disappointed on you ...totally...you don hab the heart to feel guilty after wad you did...i m disappointed...after tis incident not onli you got hurt, mani ppl hurt too...bcos there r alot of thingy happen too...not onli me, she betrayed other friend of mine...Which is once her friend too....haix