♥ Sunday, October 23, 2005
9:54:00 AM Y
Post title : aChiNg
♥ I don't know if i did the right thing
aChiNg
It has been a week since i start work...it is tiring...and oso my whole body muscle is aching...it hasn't been so painful when i was playing hockey last time...Finally, the weekend has come and i can finally rest for a while. Still remember the happiness i hab when i receive the $100 of the salary...I was happy bcos i feel a success to it. The money is earn with both of my hand. With the hardwork i hab done...hahax.
Ytd i went to bugis wif lishing for interview...on the candy shop. I was tired and my body was aching so i walked quite slow la...jux as slower than usual. I don noe why...it seems like now...i can hardly tok to lishing freely like in the past...maybe bcos of the thing happen in the previous time bahx. hahax so lo...ytd lishing seems like do not hab the mood to walk so we actually went home early...I cried...in the MRT bcos...at tat time i was alone. Ya alone...suddenly feel i was totally dependant on friend rather than myself. Lishing jux walk so fast and lik rushing hme.. I walk down the escalator and we walk separate way. She called me...but i did not receive the call....maybe scare bahx....oso don noe scare for wad..lolx. Den suddenly break down...maybe bcos of few reason....I don noe why...I usually don dare to face the problem...and sometimes try to run away...frm the problem...Sometimes thing tat does not concern me..i don care bcos it is none of my business.
Oh ya reason for crying...
1. I finally found i was irritating...maybe..
2. It is boring to went out with me...bcos i seldom tok when i was shopping...i oso don noe why...jux don feel like toking..i lik quiet....bahx
3. Thinking of wad my mum hab told me...last thursday...
4. Lishing's action
.......Zzz jux don feel lik thinking abt it le...unhappiness is going to get rid off my blogg...heex
So hope all my friend stay happy forever =) smile!
