♥ Wednesday, October 12, 2005

1:26:00 PM Y

Post title : uNfOrTunAtE

♥ I don't know if i did the right thing

uNfOrTunAtE

This is the most unfortunate thing happen to me indeed. This matter got to do wif my eyes. In chinese they will say it is "long" but it jux some kind of yellowish liquid...eeek quite disgusting ya? hahax while i m use to it, this thingy always appear near my eyes, which is such a pain. When i m 2yrs old, this thingy appear, and my parent was very worried abt me. So they brought me to a doctor. This doctor....did not tied me up, did not help me inject any medicine...so tat i won't feel painful...he jux use an operation knife and cut away this thingy...and hence it left a scar...bcos i was moving....
This scar sometimes make me dislike the way i m, but i m use to it...so unfortunate, my family is not rich, no money to gave me plastic surgery or wadeva, but i was use to it, no point doing it, is jux a waste of money...maybe tis is my fate ba.
One day, my mum told me...she said end of this year she gonna bring me to hab an operation again! Yes again...i hab an operation when i m primary 4..cost abt $1000 over hahax and some more this operation is done is NUH, but it seem like ntg happen, the scar is still there...even though the doctor drew a very beautiful eyes and told my mum after operation it will be like tat. It is painful...in heart and in physical. While the operation is mainly very painful...but my heart hurts....I don wan my parent to waste this kind of money jux to make me look good...too costly, i am not meant to it. Wad if this operation fails again...wasting the money again???
So i don noe whether m i going to the operation....