♥ Wednesday, November 30, 2005
2:47:00 PM Y
Post title : sIck LiKe hEll
♥ I don't know if i did the right thing
sIck LiKe hEll
You noe..."life have it's starting and ending..jux like stories..jux like movies and shows. Life consists of - born, growth, old, sickness and death...this is life cycle. And when we die, people who we care ar sadx..they cried, they regret." copyrighted by siyin...lolx haix in life we always come over obstacles..difficulties in many things..maybe this is a route people who grow up should take.
"Why people die to protect others?" "bcos there ar people they care, they loved such as family, friends and the loved one."
My fav thing to do in my life is to draw animation and write novel..but when your fav thing is now being forced to do and not on your own will...it becomes the scariest thing you don dare to do.
There simply is nothing to which we can attach ourselves, no matter how hard we try. In time, things will change and the conditions that produced our current desires will be gone. Why then cling to them now?
Let us rise up and be thankful, for if we didn't learn a lot today, at least we learned a little, and if we didn't learn a little, at least we didn't get sick, and if we got sick, at least we didn't die; so, let us be thankful.
Ytd...last nitex..a lot of thingy happened..the feeling of being tricked is never good..but i really hab to thanks bear bear..you ar right..jux don care them..treat it as a holiday for myself..thx.. haix...having a great headache and fever today Zzz...Today is the last day of taking care of this "little angel" quan quan..sobx sobx suddenly feel very sadx...well who wouldn't, ya? Ytd nitex, he keep calling "mama" until 10 pm den slp..it seems like he noe today is his last day here..tmr he is going to childcare le...he always slp at 8pm-9pm every nitex but ytd he refuse to slp until 10 pm den he started getting tired and Zzz...well for more info..quan quan is a child my mum babysit him since he was born..i think so la...write until here le...GoOd nItEx..lolx anD taKE cAre mY fRienDs!
♥ Tuesday, November 29, 2005
9:02:00 AM Y
Post title : lIfe is BorIng
♥ I don't know if i did the right thing
lIfe is BorIng
sobx sobx...lolx suddenly feel the whole 10 fingers aching this morning...all thx to my cousin..ytd say wan to compete one auntie...den end up we hab to make three high mountain of boxes b4 the auntie finish packing the one mountain boxes..den i was involved =.=" in this cruel matched...lolx den somemore the previous day..i do the boxes for 12 hrs..can you imagine? lolx sure is aching...my finger...the skin still got peeled off...now i cannot play piano liaox lo...hab to wait my finger to recovered. lolx yea...finally jobless...very troublesome to find another job nehx...this three month holiday...i almost work for 2 month..i think this one month is for me to rest one bahx...lolx kkx write until here le. Oh ya...ppl interested in reading stories..can visit miee friend blog..lolx interesting nehx..the story. He is Ken aka bear bear..lolx hey don copyright my text in miee blogg and show me in msn again hor. Kkx...haix sianzation at hme. watched naruto frm ep1 to 161 again..lolx kinda crazy. Yea tat all for today. Hab A goOd aNd hApPi dAy mY fRienDs anD taKe cAre =)
♥ Monday, November 28, 2005
9:03:00 PM Y
Post title : yeA
♥ I don't know if i did the right thing
yeA
yup..ytd noe a guy named Ken..oops..hahax he let me think of ryu..you noe street fighter? lolx ya...he ah...hahax a humorous guy...yea nice to noe him =) Today was my last day of work...ya tat's right...bcos my cousin's mum don allow him to work..den i hab to quit wif him ='( lolx
Yea, today after work at 5pm...i went to mit one of my friend to giv her salary..as she todae neber come..lolx mit at coffee bean at jurong point. Den she say..if wan to buy bag..Plaza Singapura hab a lot..lolx can you imagine..work until so tired le..still go energy to go Plaza Sing...lolx i almost faint liaox la...really no energy and mood to shop..so after buying the "little angel" present and bag..shop for a while we went hme..as it is already 8 pm =X lolx...at there..yup i saw my cousin wif her bf lehx...lolx..kk write until here le.GoOd nItEx mY fRieNds anD sWeEt dReaMx
♥ Sunday, November 27, 2005
8:04:00 PM Y
Post title : eVerLastIng frIenshIp
♥ I don't know if i did the right thing
eVerLastIng frIenshIp
Suddenly feel like writing letter to friends i care...and so i started writing the letter..
to Irene: I noe you since pri 5 and hence we become friend...many things happened in between us..got happiness and sadness...Since the thingy happened in between us..although we become friend again..but now it seems like an ocean in between us...I hope we can get bk this friendship like last time..share happiness and sadness. You hab your own circle group of friend..so do i...but i hope whenever you nid help..i m the 1st you think of..and oso whenever i hab pro..you ar the 1st i think of. No matter wad is the past, let it be the past. Friendship is hard to get..friend are when we fated to be and not coincidence. Whenever i listened to Zhang Dong Liang "Dang ni gu dan"...the thing happened in between us...all the happiness is flashing like a movie in my mind =) ....Hope we are still best friend.
to Lishing: Really really very happi to hab you as my friend...it seems tat you are the friend tat was the most same character as me..lolx maybe bcos both aries ya? You were always there whenever i m trapped in life and circumstances..you give me opinion...show me the way of life..although friendship mostly hab obstacles but we finally overcome it and now...hahax the best friend ever. Ya?to SooYah: hahax Yep ..how could i hab forget you. You and i are twins...hahax actually is same birthday la...yea...u and i are the same...find very hard and difficult to reject others..den end up suffering ourself...hahax maybe you're not but me..sure is.
to YanLing: hahax become more and more mei li le worx..noe you almost 10 yrs le ba..hahax our friendship still maintain. Wad can i say...hahax you and i can get the wad everlasting friendship award le bahx.
♥ Saturday, November 26, 2005
8:13:00 PM Y
Post title : =P
♥ I don't know if i did the right thing
=P
lolx....this is my 3rd job in this 3 month holiday..Zzz working with one of my friend and my cousin...quite light and fun tho very tired...jux beta den the 1st two. Lolx well...recently i hab been watching my fav jap anime, Naruto again..lol den the episode i watching was somehow funny, den my bro and i was laughing like hell...Lolx den my mum said:"Siaox, laugh over cartoon like wad"..lolx i noe it is childish tho...but hahax who cares ya. Yea my mum told me:"Mux be gentle, smile mus smile gently, laugh mux laugh softly, action while toking can be decreased, take umbrella when it is hot weather, if not become very tanned...later no guy wan you"..lolx ya ya, most mother oso like tat one ma...wan daughter to hab guy to want. Like scare own daughter nobody wan is a very disgraceful thing....lolx hope my mum wasn't thinking tat way =P haiyo i live for myself not others. Nobody wan den i take care of myself lo...no big deal one la. I m who i m, nobody can force me to change or do things i don wan to. This is me. If they accept me, tat's fine, if not, tat's their pro. lolx i told my mum this...then my mum look at me for a while..den said ya..den next time don cry and grabbed my leg say nobody wan you...lolx..wad a very unhealthy topic both mother daughter toking abt. Yup end of today...Zzz going to slp liaox. Wish ALl mY fRienDs gOodnIte, sWeEt dReaMs!
♥ Thursday, November 24, 2005
8:11:00 AM Y
Post title : ThaNks gOd
♥ I don't know if i did the right thing
ThaNks gOd
Lolx..wad shld i sae...ytd was my last day of work..and yippee i got my salary liaox..lolx...actually planned to be the last day today..lolx but like tat oso good lahx..let me hab one day to rest b4 another new job come. And oso won't deduct 3 day salary bcos i never tell them three day advanced =P bcos the leader told us...most of the machine is going to start operating next week and they need permernant worker..so as for part time student..they going to ask them to leave one by one..lolx but it's benefit me..hab to really thank the god..bcos b4 work..i pray to him and hope that they won't deduct 3 day salary...Lolx ytd was my happiest day in life. I again share my happiness with my family cos tat was the greatest happiness in life. Lolx ytd i told my mum this..When we never earn $$ suddenly feel like there is a lot of thing we want to buy...but after earning $$ and gott lot of money...there is ntg i m interested in buying =P lolx anyway stop here le.
♥ Wednesday, November 23, 2005
8:34:00 AM Y
Post title : loVe?
♥ I don't know if i did the right thing
loVe?
If love hurts, den why mux dere be love in this world?
If love hurts, den why ppl not afraid of being hurt?
If you really mean good bye, pls don say hi..
If you really mean forever, pls sae you will try...
Pls don say forever, bcos forever made me cry...
The longest distance among us, is not knoing he love me but i don love him...
The longest distance among us , is not both of us love each other but i cannot be with him...
The longest distance among us, is we both love each other..but choose not to be together..
There was once a gal, she ask her boyfriend..is she pretty? He ans no...she den ask...would he cry if she die?...He ans no again...she den ask again..will he want to be with her forever?..He ans with a no...The gal cried..and choose to leave..at that moment..the guy hold her hand..he said "you ar not pretty, you ar beautiful. I wont cry when you die..i will die. I don want to be with you forever, I need to be with you forever." The gal cried....happily.
It was the past...the guy hab chose someone...Forget his face, forget his name..everything won't be the same.
The gal, forget what is meant by cherish..and when it's gone..she's miserable
Now the gal realise...the world most beautiful thing can't be see by eyes but heart. Can't be feel by touched but heart. That's why..we close our eyes when we Dream, Sleep and Kiss ....now he is gone forever..let the past be the past.
♥
8:22:00 AM Y
Post title : iN pUzZlE
♥ I don't know if i did the right thing
iN pUzZlE
It's been three week since i do this second job...At first is 4 friends work together..den become 3...after that become 2..not long become 1.
Ytd work until half way my mum call me..telling me abt the job i m looking for..not long ago. Den she say mux confirm i really wan to do that job den can tell my sis friend's mother abt it. Den i sae..how abt my other friend? She is working here..I ask if can ask dad to fetch her hme every nite..as it is very dark le...i nid to work..actually main reason is NOT for fun, NOT to slim down...is jux to help with the financial. My mum not babysitting the "little angel(zhi quan)" on the end of this nov....as you noe my father ish a taxi driver..i nid to help with the allowance. So i hab no choice but to quit this job and do that job. At first, is bcos..the are rushing goods..they can't wait for me until 2nd dec den work..they need ppl. So they say until this friday...after that no need anymore ppl le. So if i never work this friday..i won't hab job on this Dec..I hope my friend can understand.
♥ Sunday, November 20, 2005
10:47:00 AM Y
Post title : =.="
♥ I don't know if i did the right thing
=.="
kekex well ytd...is a rushing day..lolx..when i reached hme ytd...the 1st thing i do is..take a bath, dry my hair and lied on the bed...kekex..ytd the factory is rushing goods for customer..den almost all the auntie never work OT...left one ke lian auntie..den i was ask to help her..both of us do the sorting like hell..lolx running to OP and QC most of the time..Den gott one time..the auntie say mux finish sorting the 1743 moulds at 40 minutes time =.=" ..usually when i sort out the 1000 over moulds..i nid 2 hrs. Now ask me to finish it at 40 minutes times...lolx it is a big big difference lehx. Somemore..ytd..i was really really very tired..bcos..the last last nitex...went hme from work at 11.20pm..den i read the comic "Magister Negi Magi" until 2 am den slp..lolx..i didn't take note of the time den my mum run out of the room at shout" still haven slp ah, you wan to fall sick issit? Tmr still hab work lehx" lolx...den i faster went to slp...my mum is scary when she is angry. Can you imagine...slp at 2am and wake up at 8 am the next day..Zzzz onli slp 6 hrs...cannot tahan..den when i was doing the moulds..i was like fainting..zzz. For more information...the mould i m doing is the small thing and nid to see if any white contain..>.<
lolx yup past few day...when i was in the msn, my pri skool friend talk to me thru msn..den he said.."wa saw ur blogg le..lolx can't believe you fall in love le"...den i replied him " =.="......>.<" " lolx...can't i chose the blogskin i like..the blogskin is cute..tat why i chose ma...who set the rule saying tat onli ppl who fall in love den can use this blog skin de? lolx...remember when i was working at the previous factory..i always gott cut my the boxes on my wrist..den at that time..when i take bus to the interchange..i saw one of my pri skool friend...lolx den he saw my wrist and said"why? ganna suai by guy..committing suicide ah?" lolx..i don noe shld i cry or laugh. I replied him"This injury is made during work.I won't be sooo stupid to kill myself bcos of relationship matter" but this fellow don believe me..haixx..lolx kkx
write until here le..Hope all my friends hab a wonderful dae today.
♥ Saturday, November 19, 2005
1:07:00 AM Y
Post title : tiRinG dAy iN moi liFe
♥ I don't know if i did the right thing
tiRinG dAy iN moi liFe
hahax jux wonder..so late a still haben slp..still sae very tired...sobx sobx..bcos longg time neber update moi blogg liaox. Yup, as reader noe from previous blog, that i m working...Zzz maybe bcos work almost night-shift and oso not enuff slp...this few day having a headache and slight fever =P kekex well, working this job is jux like a robber running away frm police...i will explain why??
Firstly, My fwens and I hab 7 leaders and 1 SM(senior manager). Yup 7 leaders..can you imagine..my fwens and i are running away frm this 7 leaders..lolx. Kkx let me introduce this 7 cute leaders.
Ms Ho aka Huang hou(majesty): Hab the biggest authority among the leaders group..look very fierce but she ish a nice lady.
Xiu Lian aka Rong Mo Mo: Lolx bad ya? But no choice...working ish very sianx..so mux create some fun. I don noe why..when i heard her voice or look at her..i will laugh like hell. I think ish bcos sometimes i can heard her voices...but cannot see where she is ?_? lolx she hab thousand miles eyes(qian li yan)...at that time moi fwens and I was staying in the toilet..bcos we went there early..den when one lady open the door..and the door almost closing..jux left a small gap..she oso can see us..and told us there is a meeting for 2nd shift ppl =.="
Ah Nan aka ling eunuch(tai jian): When you look at the action he made you will noe why. He is like...very sissy..and he is the one that oways catch me down to 2nd floor(no air-con but a lot of machine) to operate the machine >.<" hahax but lucky this past 2 days he neber ask me go down..jux ask me take over when it is dinner time. Bcos on Thursday..something happen..yup...my fwens and i wan to go to the canteen as the time ish too early...so we wait for the lift(there is onli 1 lift in this whole factory)..den when the lift door open ....ah nan walked out...I think my action too agitated le..lolx..my mind ish thinking cham liaox..haben start work i oledi saw him...den i told him i not feeling well..DON ask me go to 2nd floor operate machine..lolx den he smile smile.
William aka ling gong gong: He is the second fellow that like to aim me to go down to 2nd floor and operate machine >.<" i was running away from this 2 guys...sweat man...lolx..he is a China man..i can't heard wad he said clearly..he was like talking @#$% lolx i don even understand..so act "clever" i nodded my head den went back to do my own things.
Ah Chun: She oways smile smile to me...but who noes she xiao li chang dao(meaning: a sword behind her smile..lolx means some kind like got motive..) ..she oso like to call ppl down to operate machine.
Xiu Mei: She ish the most nicest leader i hab met in this factory..bcos she wont mind ppl talking in the OP room..but don talk loudly...she neber ask me to go down and operate the machine b4..so safe..
...:this leader i don noe her name..but she is very quiet..and look very stern..but it seems like nobody care..they talked as loud as they wan..but got one auntie told me...don see her so quiet..although we can talked loudly..but if she cannot stand the noise...she is much much scary den Ms Ho.
SM: Lolx he is a funny guy..One of my fwen called him "uncle" but actually he isn't that old...jux the appearance nid to improve XD...lolx den when Ms Ho heard my fwen called him "uncle"..Ms Ho laugh out loud..same as us..lolx can't stand him..but at 1st we don noe..he is actually Ms Ho's boss.... =P hahax i even talked back to him =P
Today, we 2nd shift part timer is in charge of cleaning a new room..we are separate into group..den my fwens and I in a same group..we were in 1 room itself..the others go to the other room..den this SM said the corner MUX NOT see dust...later he come bk and check...as if this window corner we are able to clean...pls lo..it is very high lehx...we climb up very high but jux managed to clean the highest part of the window..not the corner =.=" heng heng i gott buy insurance. Den the SM come bk said still very dirty..Den i say clean yourself la...as if we so short can clean so high mehx..den he say"you ask me clean?" den i nodded my head..lolx den he say:"you nb die b4 ah?" lolx crazy if i die b4 will i be still standing here?
Yup gott one funny thingy..lolx is QC...that time i sort out the rejected molds den send to QC...ppl there like bo chap me when i ask them where to put the lot. Den gott one auntie say ask the tall tall big big human...den the very first moment..i saw one man tall tall big big size one..so i go to him and ask him lo..den he ask me stupid question"who ask you to come ask me one?" den i reply"Gott one auntie ask me to ask tall tall big big human." Den he like very agitated and say very loud"who here is the tall tall big big human" =.=" lolx den really gott one tall tall big big auntie come out..oops i found wrong ppl liaox..den some ppl laughed..den got one auntie say..you very straightforward =.=" den you expect me wad lehx...lolx yup..today write until here le..Hope all my fwens enjoyed this year and hab a happi and wonderful year next year =) gD nIte!
♥ Tuesday, November 08, 2005
10:08:00 AM Y
Post title : greAtest haPpineSs
♥ I don't know if i did the right thing
greAtest haPpineSs
In this world, wad you mean by happiness??? Issit a when there is a smile on your face, a smile in your heart? Yep and i realise ytd was a happiness day for me...hahax broken english..ytd i got my pay on the previous factory i m working. When i receive the money i was almost going to faint..hahax and yup bcos too excited. Finally realise wad it mean by greatest happiness..it is when you share your happiness wif others and let them feel the happiness too. Hahax and yup i share my happiness wif my family =)
♥ Wednesday, November 02, 2005
10:53:00 AM Y
Post title : mEmoriabLe dAy
♥ I don't know if i did the right thing
mEmoriabLe dAy
Ytd is a very memoriable day, firstly hab to thx my friend darling for the free Mentos..bcos he got his salary ytd..den we got free cab to reach the factory too...hahax at first is the event happening during lunch break. The aunt there did not help us to buy any food..the canteen is almost empty..did not sell any food..so my friend and I rush out of the factory and buy food..but the canteen outside also close..bcos ytd is a public holiday..another restaurant oso close due to public holiday..hahax den we curse and swear the auntie..erhem..it is not good for health is a sin hahax lishing said this so we stop cursing the auntie...we rush to take the taxi and went to IMM Macdonald and i am in charge of buying the food..lolx why me? Bcos i run very fast =.=" this is wad my friend said..lolx den after that we eat in the taxi and finally we reached the factory..the uncle there very de funny lehx..bcos we eat in the dining room..he ask us who say you all can eat here..as if we noe lo..we newbie ma. Den when we rush back to the work place...I was stop by one of the leader..he ask me why i now den come bk..i told him the reason den he say understandable but next time don like that..i say okie..den after that i rush bk to my work place..another leader saw me..den she said why now den come bk and like wan to scold me..i said" stop, i got excuse one" den i told her the reason...then she say..ohhh don let the manager see..if not you will hab to bear the consequences...i say okie. den i continue to work..after that i was in charge of bringing the lot to third floor...very eerie there..haix den it's time to go hme..kekex yup and we walk fast fast to the MRT station and reach the MRT station at abt 11.30pm den we took the last train bk to Boon Lay...and finally i was hme..When i went bk, i saw my bro and mum standing there waiting for me..kekex i wonder why my bro was bringing an umbrella den he say in case got pervert or molester can use umbrella to beat him..hahax caring bro.. and den sweet dreams home sweet home..kekex well my aunt jux visit Singapore on Monday. Happy for my friend bcos she found her loves one and live happily ever after..kekex k write until here le..
♥ Tuesday, November 01, 2005
9:34:00 AM Y
Post title : nEw Job
♥ I don't know if i did the right thing
nEw Job
Finally found a new job..although tired but is easier and comfortable than the previous job i m doing. The time passes very fast unlike the previous job i m doin. The salary is higher den the previous job but when it is time to go home..it will hab difficulty. Bcos the factory is very far away frm the interchange which nid to walk a long way and the time of off work is 11pm..the time is very difficult to take bus and the last bus of 243 is 12pm...i almost can't catch tis last bus ytd.
Hahax ytd is the first day of work...the machine i was working breakdown..haiyo so suai man..den i was sitting there almost an hour waiting for the machine to work again. But still cannot work..so one of the leader bring me to the third floor to do another thing, which is packing. It is air-conditioner..beta den the second floor..kekex but i think today hab to work back the second floor sianx..haix hope can continue work on the third floor.
When it is time to go hme..hahax we were like very stress and don noe sit which bus can reach the boon lay interchange. So my friend and I took bus 99 and my frien and I alight at the bus stop near swimming complex and wait for 198..Zzz my mum and dad was worry abt me and ask me whereabouts. Actually my dad wan to come fetch me hme but he was at don noe which place which is very very faraway so cannot come..so he ask me to gib him a call when i reach hme..Finally we reach interchange, we saw my friend father and he brought my friend hme, actually my friend wan her father to bring me hme too..but very late le..not good bahx.. i ran to the 243 station...phew finally catch the last bus. I alight at the second bus stop and ran hme..hahax suddenly saw my sis and mum waiting for me at the block downstairs.. feel very touched..kekex den my mum told me a indian man was like looking at us..and yup when i look behind there is one indian guy wearing white clothes and white hat..i think he was aiming my mum and sis..so i ask them don nid to come down today, i will go upstairs myself..i think is beta to call police and come here patrol..in case..haix..too tired today slp until 9 am den woke up..lolx is the latest time i hab been sleeping..well kambate for today too!