♥ Monday, December 26, 2005
9:48:00 AM Y
Post title : gRowIng uP
♥ I don't know if i did the right thing
gRowIng uP?
haix...man...my emotion is really easily affected...think muz control moiiself le...Think don wan to write anymore wadeva story le, since moii son already said he no feeling or wadeva..like a dead person, think i oso lose interest on writing a story le. Wad actually happen, it is confidental.
Yesterday nitex went to moii uncle hse, he was staying at Bukit Batok...hahax yea, which is moii old hse i am living in there when i was a kid. A lot of things changes there...ahhh~ when we went there, moii bro and sis lolx and me too, we go walk walk..to get the childhood memory bk..wahaha den suddenly realise how naughty we ar when we were still kid....suddenly hab the feeling of don wan to grow up...cos is beta to be a children..no worry, happy, naive how i hope i can went back to the past. Bcos..as we grow up...mani things we have to start learning...learning to be independent, learning to support the family, learning to be mature in thinking and accept things that aren't going on our ways. Suddenly miss...moii old friends..hahax...ytd about 10pm something reach hme...was a happy day ytd...cos firstly, i went bk to moii old hse, second, a feeling of undescribable happiness, thirdly, cos of bear..he promise..he will try..but this morning went to look at his tag board...suddenly feel like crying....no i shldn't cry instead...since he don wan to walk to me...standing there again..nevermind, i will walk in there and hold his hand walk with him together to the light. Don give up! That's wad i shld do now. Hope he don give up too.
