♥ Wednesday, December 21, 2005
9:00:00 AM Y
Post title : truTh?
♥ I don't know if i did the right thing
truTh?
Story~*~ "It's been the sleepless nitex...oh man hand and head is aching.."Jess tot....rubbing her forehead. She been folding a big box of stars last nitex...sleeping less than 4 hours...sure is suffering. *yawn* haix...why muz Jon appeared? With this less than 4 hours nap...it's enough for her to hab a nightmare...the past had been winding in her brain...it jux like everything happened ytd...she cried, smile, angry, helpless in the dream...
And the dreams goes like this:" There was a beautiful women holding a little gal's hand crossing the road...it's just a few minute..that this little gal lost her mum. She is lonely, terrifed, she cried. Her mum saved a pregnant lady who almost knock down by the car...this angel heart women...dead. Little gal cried and rushed to her mum...she called her...looking at her mum, face covered with blood. "Mummy, don leave me alone." she cried bitterly...no, don go...her dad already left her since she was a kid...The pregnant lady was shocked and it affect the foetus...she's going to give birth...
Both women sent to the hospital, including a little gal accompany beside her mum. Yes, tat was Jess...she was 5 years old tat time...a 5 years old kid lost both her parent..she was a good gal...she nv blame the pregnant lady, neither the child that gave birth after her mum's death. She feel thankful, to the pregnant lady, as they hab brought her up, in order to thank her mum, and they feel guilty too. Jess thank her mum, she brought a little baby to aaccompany her loneliness. She thanks the pregnant lady who treat her as good as if she was her daughter. Yes that pregnant lady was Jon's mum. Jess played with Jon, laugh with him, cry with him, both were jux like bro sister, Jon was totally dependent on Jess, he stick to Jess jux like honey. He was a cute little boy, he was close to Jess rather than his own parent...and MAYBE bcos of this...Jess was asked to leave...Is this fair? Jess don really noe wad is the reason that her "mum" asked her to leave..but she was already grateful to them..to brought her up till 15 years...now she was 25...it's been 10 years since she last met Jon..she always hope and pray to God..hoping to see Jon again..but now she totally regret on this thinking..cos it make her suffered. She had never ever cry again after mum's death, but now she was crying over this stupid dreams....haix"~*~ to be continued
