♥ Monday, January 23, 2006
8:50:00 AM Y
Post title : SelFisH
♥ I don't know if i did the right thing
SelFisH
Today is a cold morning, I m shivering Zzz tired and sick, I had lost my voice and so i rested at hme. It has been few week since skool reopen, nth changes. Wad i mean by that,was, the Earth is still turning round and round. Sometimes i quite envy guys, cos after they hab a quarrel wif their friends, they will get bk to normal few days later, wad i mean by normal, means nth seems to be hab happen, they ar best buddy again. Unlike gals, wen they ar hurt, tat's it, scar in heart is not easy to recover.
My friends, all hab change. Wad i mean by change means....character.
Irene is one of them. Well, you can tell mi not to think abt it, but i jux can't....cos she hab been my friends for 7 yrs. It's hard to break the friendship bond. She keep saying she don hab friend....but did she realise ppl around her...? All ppl cares for her but did she noe how to cherish? NO. She jux simply using friends as tool? I don noe....but wad i noe is one of my friend is suffering all bcos of her, i shld thank her? Well everybody hab patience to it....my parents always told mi, if it's is none of ur business well let it be, i oso agree to a large extent. BUT I jux can't tolerate things and unhappiness happen in front of mi. I m not blind. I wan all my friends to be happy. If one day, I can't tolerate her anymore on making any of my friends sadx again, i don noe wad will i do to her...i don wish she is the 1st friend i going to slap on. Hope she wasn't.
Are human selfish? No. this is wad i thought wen i was a kid...but slowly i grow up and find that world is cruel, human ar selfish, they jux hope to protect themselves and hurt others. But wad if they put themselves in an opposite ways? They get hurt too, don't they? The onli human i think of, of not being selfish is our own beloved parents. Cos they are there for us, despite on how busy, how angry they are wen we ar naughty, how sick...they are jux miraculously there for us.
