♥ Friday, February 10, 2006


4:43:00 PM Y


Post title : nEw sTory

♥ I don't know if i did the right thing

nEw sTory
Hey guys...don feel like to continue on the previous story but no worry, cos i writing on a story...on a gal who is in dilema in her life. And yea, wish you guys will like it =D Story is below.

Today is the "O" level result release...suddeny felt the whole school was tense up. One of our tcher said this," Actually almost all tcher is affected by all of ur result." yea sure is, from the look of the tcher face who is in charge in last year express and 5NA. Suddenly think tat, nxt year the same situation will be happen to mi, taking my "O" lvl result, wad will it be?
Finally can said to be cope wif the skool work. Feeling relieved somehow.

-->Resistance does not mean walls and fences, nonresistance does not mean open space. If you can understand in this way, mind and matter are fundamentally the same.

~Story~Dear Diary, This few day, my emotion flows like the weather..unpredictable...i had a talk wif one of my friend, and tnx to him, he actually enlightened mi. Well, finally i realise tat, if you find it is hard to communicate between friends, the best way is not to break the friendship but jux become pure and normal friends. No one loves anyone, it is meant by fate. It is fated to see each other and became friends, so it is hard to say "I don friend you", well usually pri skool kids will do this but surprisingly, few days later you see them playing with each other again. In this world, friend is a thing we can't lack of, and bcos of this friend is meant to be treasure. No one will noe wad happen to you, wen you jux keep ur mouth shut, no one will understand ur situation if you don open ur heart. But...to mi...is tis true? i don noe...but i jux don dare to open my heart to any of my friend. It is bcos, I am timid, i m afraid, of being betrayed again? I suddenly realise sometimes wad you told ur friend as a secret they will jux simply treat it as a joke. When you wan to change urself, in appearance, in character, it seems like a wrong thing to them. But people do change, don they understand it? I can hardly express myself well, either angry or sad. This few day, i m not being myself, the true self, the one i shld be. I found myself being hypocrite, fake. I even laugh and smile even though i m not happy thru my heart. Y? Y am i like tis? To wish and hope no one is affected by my mood? Maybe. Or jux wan myself to noe i m "happi" in this way.~*~