♥ Tuesday, February 21, 2006

7:06:00 PM Y

Post title : sIanZz

♥ I don't know if i did the right thing

sIanZz

Story~ I hate to get sympathy from ppl , it seems fake..cos ppl hu don really care abt u actually show sympathy to you...is some kind of..hmmmx awkward? Aiya wad eva la...U jux wan to write ur story, ur own life and don wan any ppl to noe..cos u feel unsafe..well...maybe tis is wad I m feeling now...to keep a certain distance to any or every ppl...~*~ to be continued...

I Sometimes feel stressed onli to a particular person >.< stressed =".=">

Today, whole class went to Clementi...the minds centre..den we

do our service learning there, by painting, do art and craft and cleaning for them...phew a tiring day..den wen going hme..Irene and I walk quite fast..or maybe Pris and Jac walk quite slow...I oso don noe why..den wen reach interchange, I use Irene hp to call Pris for 2 times...the phone keep ringing but she did not received the phone maybe she put it in silent mode.

Ppl always tot I m a sociable person...but the truth is I M NOT! I maybe sociable but wen I m wif my friends or family. I m terrified to mit new ppl, timid =.=" I m... I wan to overcome the phobia...but it is hard...tat's y.. mitting new ppl, make mi feel unsafe..lolx well maybe is normal...who wouldn't...but I jux scare.haix..

my mum is going to cut off the usage of using broadband..hence NO MORE INTERNET for mi...nxt month =.=" (maybe) haix..so lor..after nxt month..maybe difficulties to update my blog le..or even come in to see my blog oso hab difficulties . lolx maybe wen i go poly..hab my own laptop den maybe can update again. LOL sadx sia...Zzz no more internet Zzz no more anime download Zzz, no more online game Zzz SIANZ ARH~~~~~~~~ wonder how my life can carry on without internet =.="