♥ Monday, February 13, 2006


2:45:00 PM Y


Post title : WaD hApPen?

♥ I don't know if i did the right thing

WaD hApPen?
~Story~Dear Diary,Why do all friends like to noe hu their friend like? Going out wif hu? Why they like to tok on this topic? They not sianx one mehx? "Ace, i m in pained...i really wan to cry out..." one of my friend, Jessy, come to mi. "Why, wad happen? Joyce again?" I sighed..." I really don noe wad to do....she rather listened to bad company den to mi, and the reason is bcos in class no one talks to her, so she hab to listen to them..." she said in depressed. "LOL wad crap is this? So wad u two ar in different classes, tat doesn't mean she hab to listen to bad company, Pris and I same class wif her wad, we can tok to each other, don we?" "I don noe...I jux noe..I m hurtxx...>.<" she said. "Tell u, as a friend, we can onli do this much" I measure a small gap using my two hands. " and the rest hab to depend on her le..." I measure a big gap....while as mani thing happened....Joyce seems to be closing herself in the darkness...y she is so similar to mi..the other mi...closing myself in darkness...timid....scare of being hurt again and again.
School bell rangs....
"Yea finally..." I said in happiness...LOLX the moment i stand up from my seat...i saw a lot of mechanical pencil lid and a staple bullet...I was stunt....sitting behind mi was Standy and Jessica...I don noe wad happen...but to my conclusion it seems like...it was done purposely. Actually i jux wan to expose her...but i think, maybe is jux a misunderstanding or wad..i tolerate her very long le...hope this is jux a misunderstanding...but i jux can't stop thinking it is purposely one..cos it is obvious...jux wan to FCUK HER OFF LA....really you noe...I was jux having a bad headache...and my temper getting worst dis few days...but i tolerate.
Come on, I keep thinking, did i offend her? But no, i didn't do anything wad. Well maybe, I nv tell her wad to do on the assessment wen she was sick, or I jux keep shouting bk wen she say i like hu or maybe today, math tcher ask her to go out and show something but in the end i was the one doing it and the math tcher say if i wan to blame, blame her...but is this offensive? Well if yes, I really wan to say sorri to u. But hey I m not soft toy or a vendor for u to throw your temper on. You are not anyone hu I think worth it to let you to vent ur anger on mi. This few day, my memory getting worst, i don noe wad actually happen to mi, SHORT TERM MEMORY...i think....but I really don remember i offence her LOR. FRIENDS ARE TREASURE, THEY ARE NOT A DOG FOR ANYONE TO BEAT. I really hab to say this...Zzz anyway, i really, really jux wan to tell u, you wan to vent ur anger, go find ppl hu make u angry, don anyhow vent ur anger on others, u don hab the right to do tat, others hab feeling too, ur emotion is affecting others, IF U DON NOE.~*~ to be continued...
hey cool cool, lolx today in school nth much happen, but jux feeling sleepy tat's all. AnYwaY hOpE aLL mY frIeNdS ArE haPpi aLwaYs!!!