♥ Friday, March 24, 2006


5:14:00 PM Y


Post title : hUrTx

♥ I don't know if i did the right thing

hUrTx
Oh man~! lolx sooo long nv update my blog...cos nth to update...as...everyday, my life is so normal and boring!!! I hurt my back last time when i was playing hockey. I have never, ever expect the old injury to be back again =.=!!! ytd, i didn't go to school, bcos i had a great headache...and i had a headache bcos of my backbone....it hurt again..I almost quarrel wif my dad abt not going to school. I told him my head really hurts, but he say I was trying to pon...if don wan to study jux say...wa kaox, can you imagine...i m hurt for my parent not believing i m really suffering from this BAKA INJURY and HEADACHE!!! I had enuff of it!!! Then..today P.E...we gals had to run 3 rounds within 10 minutes...and I tried hard on 1st two round..cos I know my pain will get back soon at 3rd round...alwaes like tat =.= whenever there is running..my shoulder hurt...then so accurate..my shoulder starts to hurt during last round..but in order not to round one more round...i splint like hell and finally i managed to pass...phew~
Tired..tired tired..today is the most tiring and hurting day...i slp and slp and slp..lolx cannot tahan liaox la..
haix~ I found myself wasting my tears on the those sad story I read. But I can't help it..too sad le. Recently I read a book title:"A Rose For Melinda" written by : Lurlene McDaniel. It's a story on this two little kid, a boi and a gal. They noe each other since 1st grade of school and became best friend and ended up becomin a lover. This poor little gal got leukemia since she was 13...but she is a strong gal and she went through a year to fight leukemia..finally there is hope for cancer free..but few month later...the disease is back..and they hab to transfer bone marrow for her..poor girl..she suffered a lot..in the end..guess wad happen to the girl? She's dead...OH MAN !!! I cried like hell. What kind of BAD ending is this sia...At 1st i tot, she would be cancer free..who noes the disease back again...but...it's the best story I ever read..in diary form and not paragraph form..so, won't be soo boring.
No Pain No Gain..this is what she said as she go for chemo and all those suffering and painful stuff...she is a brave gal.
When she is dead...her mum found a letter for her and her husband..and part of it on what she said is true...it goes like this:" Cancer isn't the worst thing that can happen to a person. And neither is dying young. Taking life for granted, living badly-these things seem far worse to me. In many ways-ways that count-I'm the luckiest gal in the world.
The things I've learned from having cancer
by melinda skye
1. Be GLAD for every new day
2. It's okie to cry
3. It's okie to feel sorry for yourself (but not too sorry)
4. Good friends are good medicine
5. Love is the best medicine of all "
and this is the summary of the book...='(