♥ Monday, May 22, 2006


3:18:00 PM Y


Post title : FreAkinG DaY

♥ I don't know if i did the right thing

FreAkinG DaY
21st May 2006
Today was a bad bad dae for mii ='(
Tiss few dae, i will totally get annoyed in any small little matter, thou i had made my way of life rule no 1. Don ever vent anger to innocent party such as family and friends, cos they are not the main cause of making mii angry....but tiss few dae, maybe bcos of lacking of slp, and headache, I tend to get angry easily. Tiss are wad happen todae... : My family and I would normally eat dinner together on Sunday. But bcos my bro and dad not hungry so my mum say dinner eat noodles! She went to grandma hse when i was asleep, and when i woke up, I was hungry..lolx imagine, u from morning till 3pm still haben eat, wont u feel hungry? Den I call my mum and she ask mii to go eat biscuits, k, i listen to her and eat biscuits...den at that point of time, i m full le, den my mum called mi, say "ask father go bath, we go out to eat"...wa kaox...act like i still can eat anymore food, my stomach is FULL. So i said "Y muz like tat, can u planned everything, don keep changing ur mind!" den i kcup the fone..Zzz totally no mood now! Den I went to play maple X) and got a party at sotong!! Everybody had a responsibility! I told my party i leaving at 10pm..and suddenly ask mi to tell my party i gtg...I don like tiss way!!! NV!!! Den somemore I m full...you cant force mii to eat don u!? Zzz I m a stubborn person, I don wan means don wan, but i really cant stand the nagging and chasing call from my dad, asking mi to come down now! Wa lao...at 1st when he called i said" I don wan to go"...den 2nd called " I m full, go there oso cant eat much, waste money onli lor" ....den really silent mode in the fone..Zzz buay tahan...den i said" k la, i go la" lolx wth...i really lose to my dad and mum. Den my sis called my hp but i did not picked up, wad for picked up when i say i going! I switch off the com..and there comes a insane gal =x tat was my sis, shouting all vulgarities..fierce ehx. LOL well use to it, den i shout back too la. =x Den sis said "making everybody so unhappy, u happi la"..i didn't say i m happi. Den very unhappily, i took the lift, and walked to the car and banged the car door =x Zzz sianx half...den the atmosphere was like u noe...cold and scary! Den my dad tried to say smth to smooth down the atmosphere...when we reach the restaurant...thinking of wad i did jux now...it was wrong. My parent may juz be worry i will starve to death...I shouldnt hab make my parent angry..somemore my father hab hbp...Zzz i almost wan to cry out and say sry..but i didnt..don dare bahx..hmmx den i oso try to talk to my parent and bla bla bla..lolx everything is fine again.

22nd of May 2006
K, i hab to make tiss clear! When i say DON DO IT AGAIN MEANS NO! I really cant stand it..Zzz getting VERY VERY VERY ANNOYED, it had been more den 10 times i telling my friend don say wad eva thing..I really get very frustrated..somemore...tiss few dae i not in good mood! Easily annoyed by small little thing! Plz I have been toking nicely to you, and hope you be MORE co operative and LISTEN TO MI...cos everyone had a limit of patient and I don wish you to exert my patient and make mi shout any vulgarities at you..cos to mi..the feeling is no good..shouting at my friends vulgar, yea? So Don test my patient, especially tiss few day. IF i would ever shout at you, cos u still haben read my blog..and make fun again..thru here I WAN TO SAY I M DEEPLY SRY! BUT PLZ DO WAD OTHERS SAY..ESP THEY ARE REALLY GETTING ANNOYED BY UR WORDS! I say tiss not bcos of anything...is jux to let you noe, so hope u can understand and don angry..hmmx...ya tat's all.
Get back from skool...I found the modem is lost..LOL my mum kept it...den i said "Not young le still play tiss kind of game..Zzz" in the end..it was my sis hu found it..and my mum say tmr she gg to keep it and nobody could found it...dotx..wth...if tat is the case...i cant play maple and update my blog anymore le..Zzz

Oh ya...let mi count down...4 more days to my death...plz come my funeral on the 26th of May 2006, 8pm,...Zzz noe y...cos tiss dae is the dae...we take back our report book and mit the parent session...ANW...Zzz my holiday is packed and gone...Zzz wif..extra lesson for eng, art, chem, math and bio..Zzz sianx half