♥ Wednesday, June 07, 2006

11:08:00 AM Y

Post title : FrienDs?

♥ I don't know if i did the right thing

FrienDs?

What is friends for? Is friends really tat impt? I noe, sometimes it is hard for uu to ask ur friend to be somebody perfect, tat can care for uu when uu r troubled, sadx, angry...they arent god, human r sooo imperfect...uu cant categories ur friend in catergory for tiss will make them not whom they r, they will leave uu when times goes...
I m sadx, angry or wadeva...vexed...tiss few dae...i really wish i don noe any of the friend i noe nowadays...alone is beta, i m used to be alone anyway...friend suddenly become a burden to mii...not showing how they care...when i m sadx or vexed...is beta to not hab...cos tiss show how good my friends is ehx? It disappoint mii.
Yea...mani times my friends told mii " uu r now quite sociable at least beta den ii 1st noe uu when uu seems to lock urself in ur own world." lolx...yea...i m sociable to some extent..sociable to friend i noe..i m still locking myself in the cage, does any of them noe?
I always feel tat maybe i will be beta last time, don nid to trouble for others, my own troubled, i will solve it myself and not depend on friends. Sometimes when we hab friends, we start to be very dependent on friends! And tat doesnt make mii grow for i use to be independent on my own last time! Suddenly nid friend to accompany everywhere i go...i become a person i don recognised. tat's not mii! I m not like tiss last time =/
nvm...zzz nth to do...jux writing out my feelings...