♥ Saturday, July 08, 2006


11:03:00 AM Y


Post title : After rain there will be rainbow. Issit true?

♥ I don't know if i did the right thing

After rain there will be rainbow. Issit true?
After rain(obstacles), there will be rainbow. Issit true? Maybe...but don ever forget the exist of the rainbow cos there is really rainbow in this world. 7 colours- red, orange, yellow, green, blue, indigo and violet.
My grandma suddenly good to be, smile to me, tok to mii, i was surprise but happy. Grandma wont be around at my hse for 2-3 weeks. Suddenly had a strange feeling. Suddenly miss her ehx -.- she going to have an operation on her eyes..cos there is something wrong with her eyes.
Last Tuesday i think..i did not went to school. I don noe why..suddenly had a despised feeling about going to school. Feeling stress i think. lolx den i told my mum i don wan to go. In the end..i use my own money go see doctor jux to buy a MC!! Actually not don wan to go...is jux.feeling headache. After seeing the doctor, and doctor give mi a medicine to let my feel relax. haix
Man, it had been decade since i said and keep asking my mum " why am i a girl?" "why you gib birth to mi as a girl?" oh man..how i wish i can be a guy! Zzz girl is born to suffer! Gals have to suffer every month for particularly 5 days! Have to suffer the painx at first when doin sexual intercourse. Have to suffer the pain when giving birth to a child. And wad a guy do? Jux accompany by the gal side. But do you tink accompany by gals side who lighten her painx? No! In the end, SOME heartless guy would dump the gal bcos she is not good. Forgeting all the pain a girl suffer for him. And this kind of guys are called " Dam Fucker"
Though guys is suffering too, eg, being a breadwinner to the family..but hey, this kind of thing, as a gal oso can do! Gals oso can survive without guys. Since that is the case, y is gal suffering more than a guy?? Isn't this unfair?
Anw thanks for all the comforting msg! Thanks my friend ^^ i am fine now!