♥ Wednesday, August 16, 2006
2:32:00 PM Y
Post title : Most Terrible Day in My Life
♥ I don't know if i did the right thing
Most Terrible Day in My Life
Today was the most terrible day in my life. My world starts to become darker and darker...being silence oso can cause misunderstanding...i don noe wad to do...
Today, Yanling cried...i wan to know why she cried...but i don dare to ask her...during social studies lesson...Mrs Choo ask Yanling to go for a walk...den..YanLing said she wan to talk to mii...i don noe what happen..but jux went out and tried my very best to comfort a friend...bcos i am not good and comforting a friend...never did i wonder she start wif " what do you wan?" I was stunt at 1st bcos i don really noe wad she is talking..den i said "what i wan?" she said " What do you wan? You said bad things behind my back..you tell ur mum wad happen in school and ur mum yesterday stare at me and purposely zhen dui enen." I said what i say? I didnt say anything bad about u lor. my mum stare at you for wad." den she reply"what you said you should know clearly." and i going berserk...tis is the 1st time i shout at my friends...helplessly..bcos wad i said she nv hear into it..i don noe why..she keep saying i got said bad things about her..which i can swear i nv! "Can you do be so suspicious anot. You don even know wad i said..how can uu say i got say bad things behind you." I retorted...and 1st is angry...the conflict start to get louder tat the tcher came out..and ask mii to go in...the moment i step into the classroom..i wanted to cry..what happen today!? Den after tat is math lesson...Mrs Choo ask mii to go out and settle everything...Yanling keep crying and crying. She said since primary school, i always told my mum things about school. Well it's normal..cant a daughter share some happiness she had in school wif her mum? But she said i said bad things about her. Den say since primary school i was like tat, evertime wad happen to school you always tell ur mum..den ur mum will call and scold mi. I Was stunt my tis sentence...my mum call uu? Since when? Den she continued and say...Your sis even wrote in the diary say Can you don do this to my jie...I was stunt again..how can it be...my sis not tis kind of person lor. Den i said..you nv say bad things behind my back before!? Den she ans everybody will say back things about others de ma...lolx she said this sentence i wan to laugh..since she say EVERYBODY WILL den y mux she be so bothered if i did say bad things behind her back. (but i really nv say bad things behind her back) den she at there cry and cry and cry..i smell somethings fishy...maybe she jux wan to act or wad...den after tat...Mrs Choo ask mii to go back to the classroom..well i go in..and actually today got math test...den i try to focus and do the test..but i was crying...i cant even focus..den she came in..after tat she ask shing to accompany her go toilet..
After tat is Art and D and T...i suddenly wan to cry...it seems like the rest of the friends don trust and believe tat i am innocent..Zzz den i go down to the art room...stunt..tired...headache...what can i do? There is alot of question mark in my mind..i wan to ask shing if yanling was alright...but in the end...i didn't...den shiqi was at there crying..i don noe wad happen...den she accompany her go outside...den left mii alone...i cry again...how useless i am...jux thinking tat nobody trust mii...den Sari came...she comfort mii and trust mii..i was soo pleased..and i cried again..i wan to ask her to lend mii her shoulder to cry..but i didnt...den I told Miss Ang i wan to go home..she accompany mii go to the classroom and take my bag..and i ask her..did she ever quarrel wif friends..she ans mii and comfort mii...i go home...mainly is to settle things with mum..i wan to make things clear..whether or not did she called Yanling and scold or stare at yanling..den in the sickbay...i saw Mrs Choo...the moment i saw her..i cried again..i am so helpless...den she talk to mii...i told her everything and wad i plan to do when i reach home..den she lend mii her handphone...i called my mum...and ask her question..and her ans to all question is NO she didnt call to scold her..neither did she stare at her...i am confused...i cried..who i supposed to trust..i told Mrs Choo..and she told mii..Sometimes things hab different perspective...maybe eg a guy smile at a gal..a gal may think tat the guy is interested in her..but to her friend's view..it may jux be only a normal smile...my head start to ache..and i cant do anything to it...den Mdm Chan came..she is my form tcher...Mrs Choo help mii to summary everything to Mdm Chan..and Mdm Chan wan to talk to mii personally...den i told her everything...i am so glad tat she believe i am not tat kind of person..maybe bcos i was librarian since sec 3 and work wif her before..so she trust mii...but wad can i do..it seems like my other friends...trust yanling rather den mii...haiz...so tired...don noe wad to do...den i told her i wanted to go home...i cried too much and now i am having a great headache..*actually today before i came to school i already had a headache) den Mdm Chan said if you are innocent then don think too much about it le ..he wanted to hear Yanling story..den she went to find her..and left mii and Pearl...my dad came and fetch mii..the moment i saw my dad...i cried...feeling very WEI QU...den Mr Gopal and Miss Oh comfort mii..and Mr Gopal talk to mii for a while.. The moment i reach home i came straight to the point and ask my mum again and again...i almost went insane and almost quarrel wif her...den she said don believe go find Yanling's mother lor. ( Yanling's mother and my mum were close friends) den i said fine! Den we went down..and my mum told yanling's mum wad happen..and her mum said "she siao de la...den said everytime ppl look at her she tot ppl staring at her..siyin you don care her.." she sounds as thou the gal who create this prob wasnt her daughter...den my mum said when primary school..she don even noe yanling's house nos..how to call and scold her..somemore you think i dare mehx..den yanling's mum oso side on my mum side...and yanling's mum keep saying she siao de la...i was like...is this a joke for the day...since my mum didnt do this den why she said my mum did...den i went home..trying to had a good sleep...but i cant...cos my headache getting worst and my eyes is swollen and i vomited...when i wake up..my sis came back...i ask her..did she scold yanling or write anything in diary saying don bully my sis..tis kind of things..den my sis said..no, who care ur business...yea this is my sis..she wont even care about mi..thou sometimes..the way she care for mii is indifferent from a human.. and tat is y..the moment i heard yanling saying my sis did tis..i cant believe..
No wonder...when Mrs Choo was talking to us..i suggested to call home and verify with my mum...but Mrs Choo ask for Yanling's permission..and she didnt ans..and i keep wanting to know issit true my mum do this...and keep asking Mrs Choo can i call home..Yanling didnt give the ans...smell somethings fishy? I think she is lying..i don noe why thou..haizzz But she like to be suspicious and this..i cant help..
This is the whole summary about what happen today! Everything is true and i nv add any other own word in.
